Let it go..

Teach me how? Show me how to do this?

Just because i feel perfectly fine at one minute doesn't mean i can't fall apart at the next minute.
Just because i look like i'm doing better doesn't mean i feel any better. I'm getting better at dealing with it and better at hiding it, but you know, deep down it still hurts the same or maybe worse. I don't want people to make excuses for me because i'm depressed, but it would be nice for that someone to recognize how hard it is for me to function day to day.

Tired of the computer.
Tired of people.
Tired of the games they play.
Tired of emotions.
Just plain tired, physically and emotionally.
My heart is tired as well.
Sigh..