I have to do this.

姐姐 and i pampered ourselves with a new cellphone, Nokia E72.
We got the same model, the same colour. Haha.

姐姐, Tailou and me experiencing the Fish Spa at Farm Mart.



This retriever is very well trained, loyal and obedient to his owner.

姐姐 and meeeeeeeeee.



You're my history, you're my yesterday, you're my past.
I must get over you.

Many things changed drastically. I know how contradicting life can be, i know how sad it can be to become from lovers to friends, i know how hard it can be to stand up from a fall. I really do. Just as i really thought that my mind could control everything, 姐姐 said to me "You can't stop your heart from beating". Yes, i admit i couldn't. But everything takes time. I do miss you dearly at times. I miss everything that we had, everything that we've been through. Are you feeling how i'm feeling, are you thinking what i'm thinking?

This is not the way i should be getting on, anymore. I must never let the things i can't have or don't have, spoil my enjoyment of the things i do have and can have. I've got to move on, i need to find my direction and i must not lose my way.

Sometimes, the strong self you see inside me is of false pretense. It's sometimes a fake shell. I am weak within, loud brags are just a way to cheat myself that i'm still good.

The reason why it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.